Happy 4th of July! Ha! Yea so happy over here. I hate today and am depressed. I figure not many people will read this today because you are out having fun, so I can say that. I wish I were out having fun instead of having to hide from my kids while I get hydrated. Sidenote- Beanna can stay, she sets up and leaves for about an hour.
It has been a rough weekend of symptoms, but mostly I just cured them with Zofran and pot. Not a bad combo. This cycle is definitely BETTER than last, but different also. I just wish it were over and I can’t honestly see myself going through another 3 rounds of this shit. But I have to and I will, right?
I see all of you having a blast with your friends and families this weekend, and I won’t lie, it breaks my heart. I wish I were splashing in a pool, in New York, eating hotdogs, having fun. Instead I am in bed wishing for my nausea to go away and my life to go back to normal. Sorry for being Debbie Downer, but it’s true.
I wish that it was cold and rainy and it was December. December is when I will most likely be done with my big surgeries and who doesn’t like Christmastime? Instead of being Christmas, I will just watch Elf on TV, because it keeps playing. It’s the 4th of July, yet Christmas movies are on. Go figure.
“The best way to spread Christmas cheer, is to sing loud for all to hear!”
-Buddy the Elf