Almost normal

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Well, I almost feel 75% better today.  I would say that I do feel 75% better but I am just not there yet.  My nausea is coming and going still, but I think that’s just because I need another Zofran stat.  I probably waited too long to take it again but oh well.

My in-laws came today, Dad Dad and KK all the way from New York to visit.  This was the week we were supposed to be visiting out East, so it’s so nice to have them here.  They just scooped up Asher and whisked him away to his favorite place: the arcade.  I just got a video, kid has no skills but is he adorable trying to bowl.  He should stick to pinball!  They will be broke by the end of the day.  I spent $50 last week.

I was so glad that yesterday finally ended.  I know that pictures are just pictures and aren’t always what they seem, but I was so glad to see the holiday end.  I did end up being able to enjoy myself a bit and indulge in the BBQ, but still had some raw emotions raging through me.  There was a lot of “why me” going on yesterday and a slight pity party.

When I was washing up for bed, I could hear the fireworks and got all sad again.  I don’t know what it is about the 4th of July, but I get all emotional.  Maybe I am really happy to be an American?!  Well I opened my window to the bathroom and watched a pretty awesome fireworks show for 10 minutes.  To end the day that way, I guess you could say it went out with a bang.

To feeling even better tomorrow.

xo,
Jessie

 

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