First of all, THANK YOU to everyone who reached out to me yesterday. I think I scared a few of you with how depressed I sounded. I was pretty upset yesterday, and just could not shake my funk. Thankfully today is MUCH better like I knew it would be.
Yesterday actually got better the second our nanny left early and I had to “watch” the kids. I haven’t really been a hands on parent for the past couple of months due to my “situation” but it was nice to get back into that role. We just played in the playroom for a few hours and had a nice time. Asher even let me share his Magnatiles- Dylan tried to eat them. I felt more human and less cancer-y for the first time in weeks and I needed that.
Today is also a good day, I went out and got a manicure and pedicure, had lunch with my family and feel ok. Aside from this whole no taste thing, things are looking up. I hope to have everything back in working order by this weekend. It would be so awesome if I could press reset and be 100%, maybe I will work on that in my free time.
In the meantime, I am going to take a nice nap. Dylan is waking up so damn early again and I am exhausted (sorry Zack!). If you have tips on how to keep a baby sleeping until at least 6:30 please leave them in the comments.
Until tomorrow my friends….