Well I had my first pre-op appointment today with my internist, it went well and I am cleared for takeoff. Get it? Take off as in my boobs. HAHA. I even got a chuckle out of my doctor for that one. Yes, cancer has made me even crazier.
I have my last two pre-op appointments on Thursday, and will be there literally all day long. Tomorrow is a week from surgery, time needs to fly! I am so anxious that it’s kind of ridiculous at this point. Ativan is my friend, my very good friend when I sleep.
Tomorrow is Asher’s birthday, and we are doing something special with him. Dylan will be with my mom so it’s just the 3 of us, making it even more special. There aren’t many times these days that he gets special time alone with mommy and daddy. I hope he has a great day, I can’t wait to see the day through his 4-year-old eyes. I’m a little worried about my energy level, but the good thing is that there’s plenty of caffeine and benches if we need to rest.
I have been running myself ragged the last few days, and I think it caught up with me today. I am pretty exhausted and my legs are aching. I really hope that I’m not getting sick, because that would be a little risky for surgery next week. So I will just keep saying it’s from the Herceptin and nothing more. That’s all it can be, right?
Have a great night, and I’ll report back after our adventure!
xo,
Jessie